Yesterday I had some thinking over and here is the conclusion I came to.

It is very nice that I have real friends. They will help me at difficult
times, but to hope that they always help me to solve my problems is quite
silly. My life experience shows that is not so.

I understand that we are all in God’s hands. No matter how much a person
desires something, whatever efforts are taken for it, should God disagree,
nothing good comes out of it.

So my conclusion is to live according to God’s commandments and to blame no
one of what I wanted and what did not happen.